| ok sry people but I was having a bad day so sry I was bein so dramatic about all that stuff but I partially took you guys advice . . . I got pissed at my sis and chucked a frozen Laffy Taffy at her lol it was fun and other big news (drumroll please) . . . . . . . MY HEAD HURTS!!! big news right lol well I <3 all of you
X- Meeeeeeeeeeeee
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| alright so for anyone that cares my life like totally sucks @$$ right now and I just wanna hit someone in the face . . . or possibly stab someone it kinda sounds like fun if the opportunity presents itself ya kno but whatever everything is complicated right now so because I feel like sharing my suckaliciousness here ya go:
-I'm in total pain right now from numerous things
- my parents got a divorce the day after my birthday!! ='( and I'm tired of pretending like I'm ok with it
-Thngs are totally complicated in certain areas of life right now
-My meeting with the surgeon was rescheduled and now I dont even get to meet with the surgeon until like Nov. 30 thats not including my surgery itself
-I HATE cheerleading It RUINS my life!!!!!
-The play is getting totally complicated and now you've got these @$$holes who want to quit now after all this hard work that the whole cast has put in, it makes me want to beat you with a chinese throwing star
-Show choir is gettin harder and harder because Im not supposed to do anything but I have to or Im screwed
-Oh by the way the thing in my back might be cancerous How f%$@#*g great is my life?!?1
alright well I think Im done now but I really dont feel any better so oh well you guys dont have to care. . .
X- Fragile Disaster
p.s. a new poem
The Tragedies of a Late Night Tear
Hold your head high girl
Keep up that fake smile
you dont want them to know
Your time aint worth while
So fight back them tears girl
keep walking strong
noone needs to know
that it wont be long
Til your safe in your bed
With your big box of tissues
if you keep up that mask
None knows you have issues
So get up every morning
stay in the fight
No one needs to know
you'll be cryin tonight |
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| ok so Im bein lazy and dont really feel like updatin so Im givin quotes I got them all from allthebest_QUOTES this place is great lol anyways
You don't always have to do everything right.
Stand up for yourself & put up a fight.
No matter what happens the first person you love you will always love no matter who else comes along, he will always be on your mind & in your heart & just when you think you're over him you see his face & your feelings are back again.
take one last look at what you see,
before we say good-bye
take one last look at my smiling face
before i start to cry
say one last thing with your sweet vocie
to make me feel reassured
give me one last hug
& tell me that you still care
give me one last kiss
to show me why the world is so unfair
hold me just one last time
to forget the pain that i've known
hold me please just one last time
before you let me go
If only you had taken my hand,
i would have given you the world.. <3
He was the first guy I was nervous to call
He was the first guy I ever went on a date with
The first guy I truly held hands with
The first guy I would stay on the phone for hours
He was my first true boyfriend
He was my first, second, & third kiss
He was my first everything
& lets face it, he still is..
when you feel like your heart
has been torn out & broken in two,
& you feel like the world is ending,
then we can discuss being "just friends"
i guess by now i should be used to it,
i mean no one ever stays..some people
just stick around longer than others cause
it takes more time for them to see the real me.
where do you go when the door is slammed in your face,
when everything that once comforted you
now only frightens you, & the one who said 'I'll always be there' is gone?
the longer it takes you to realize
you can't go back to the past,
when things were the way they were,
the longer it takes you to move on.
ok Thats all for now lol gotta go bye
X- me
just for tradition
Quote of the day:
dont follow my footsteps I run into walls |
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| Ok people so this one is going to be a reccollection of my past few days ok....
Friday: Ok so I went to the game and I was hangin out with Caitlin mealick and Kayvon king and caitlin was bein really hyper so.... During halftime we dared her to go to the whitehall side and dance crazy well we didnt think she'd do it for fear of bein shot but she did and she went to the top of the whitehall stands and totally danced like a retard it was flippin hilarious we were crackin up laughing and the lady beside us kept givin us funny looks like "why do they keep laughing so loud?" it was funny as heck
Saturday: Ok this is goin to be entertaining. . . Ok so the reserve football team was supposed to play the pickerington central purple tigers yes I said purple well anyways there is like 3 pickerington High schools all within a few miles of each other and we kept goin to the wrong place we even asked people from the PCHS and they told us th wrong place well anyways the cheerleaders were totally supporting giving up and goin to mcdonalds but noooo. . . couldnt do that well yea so we finally found out where we were supposed to go and the our equipment bus got lost yea just great right well then nobody knew the coach that was driving the busses phone number so we got an APV put out on the equipment bus in other words the police well then our bus breaks down and gpes like 15 mph it was funny then we finally get there and get our stuff and we are playing on a muddy practice field it was gross I was caked in mud by the time I got back
Then i went to kelsi's house and we went to a bonfire it was interesting well the kids had like a cheer off or something with the adults and there all like (X's equal claps) w are XX Thirsty XX over and over again so were all like Get your XX own beer XX you need XX rehab XX it was funny well then the adults were down at the fire so the kids were playin spin the bottle The rules were 1- one hand blow kiss 2- two hand blow kiss 3- eskimo kiss 4- cheek 5- other cheek 6- lips 7- closet and yea anyways lets just say ashlee had to get friendly with Kyle lol so yea that was my weekend
X- me
Quote of the day:
&& the closest I've ever come to death was laughing 'til I couldn't breathe with my friends |
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| well ok me and ashley are cool now it was totally a misunderstanding. . . dontcha just hate those lol but in other big news. . . wait for it. . .
I MADE THE PLAY!!! wOOt wOOt YEA lol Im a total loser
anyways that is totally all I have to say so. . . PEACE OUT
X- me
Quote of the day:
&& when you get caught, remember he was looking back |
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